I don't want to go to school?

school resumes 29.06.09. I can't wait. 'sarcasm'
Come on.. where did the holidays go?? It's not enough.. It just isn't!!
And with the hectic schedule I see coming, I just pray that I'd make it
through. I mean first yr med school was okay. It was time consuming, but it was okay.
2nd year.. I don't know.
roar.

Caleb, this is for u

So I've always wanted to be a writer, till I realised I can't put my thoughts and emotions in words without them sounding contrite. You read the works of the greatest authors and u're just in awe. Man.

well, anyways, exams are over!!! haven't had so much free time in a long long long long long time!!
it feels great! It feels great to do nothing.

08.01.09 entry 1

Psalm 125:1 Those who trust in the Lord are as secure as Mount Zion; they will not be defeated but will endure forever.

Trust. Reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety of a person or a thing; confidence.
Trusting is hard. But I learnt something today about trusting God.
Life with God is not immunity from difficulties, but PEACE in difficulties. God's guidance is often by shut doors though. Even though they open too.

Garh, God. WHY?!!!! grumble grumble grumble.
Oh and God please make McD's sundae coneys in heaven!! They're really good.
I don't want to make the decision that I know I have to make soon, and I have a hunch
I know what the decision should be. But God, why..... Why take something good
away from me..

hello 2009

So 2009 is here!

a new year, new resolutions, new hopes, recharged, semi-healed,
replenished, renewed and ready for a new battle.
The problem with that is-new year, same problems. with no seemingly new
solutions peaking on. And maybe for many of us, the battles are resolved,
but for many of us, the old ones still remain.
MY only hope. God. To trust God and let him win the battles for me.
God please please give me faith! and strength and love.

You know what I feel like right now. I feel like a butterfly in a cocoon, struggling
to be free. Trying to find who am I, what God's purpose in my life is, what
I can do, but at the same time still dependent.
But hey, getting there.

On another note. I passed my exams!!! praise God. I really don't think I could
have done it withour Him. Really. a sturdy companion always there for me.
and heck for all of us if we let Him in. :)

So the absence of posts is because of exams, and alot of stuff that I had
to get done. yea

Well cheers.
My friend once told me, eat, drink and be merry for tomorrow we diet!!
:)
Have a great year bloggers.

september

Gosh it's september already! Time doesn't fly.. It ROCKETS!!!
First week of orientation went by. I would say to a certain extend it is
exhausting but hey it really works ur butt and thigh muscles so no complains.
:)
OUr orientation lasts 2 weeks. And I think it's a bit draggy. ONe week's worth of
orientation frankly should be suffiicient.
MOre or less just finished my assignment. So I'm free the rest of the day.
good feeling!!!! I'm such a bad blogger. And I've been meaning to change the layout
and the skin of the blog But I am yet to find a perfect one and as my editing
and computing skills are HIGHLY limited. It's frustrating. I can imagine it in my head
but Idon't know how to execute the plan. Pfft.. technology.

Word for the day: Baroparesis- temporary/reversible paralysis of the facial nerve due to excessive pressure in the middle ear when going up in a plane or scuba diving.

P.s: I get that alot. Baroparesis. esp in the planes. It's torture....

21.08.08

I spend half the time on my blog wondering what to blog about and then just give up trying to blog and go over to Smith's blog to leave a comment. I mean other than serious bloggers who are into politics and injustice and really give insight to things going on in our lives, how do the other half who blog about their daily lives and well sometimes nothing very factual have so much to say?!
I think I should take up journalism as my elective or something. Can one do that? Like medicine as a major, journalism as the elective?
AS for right now, I'm just trying to read and comprehend bourne trilogy by Robert Ludlum. There's just wayyyy to many characters going on.

Ambrose Redmoon

Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear. ~Ambrose Redmoon
Courage. Fear. In the mess of humanity as we know it, courage keeps us going. Courage. Faith. Hope. Love.
Courage is reckoned the greatest of all virtues; because, unless a man has that virtue, he has no security for preserving any other. ~Samuel Johnson

So in chaos that we live in, that the courageous people who strive to do what is right, to fight for what they believe in gives a glimmer of hope. Hope that the barrier of limits can be breached. Barrier of fear.
I'm glad God made us with courage.

People are made of flesh and blood and a miracle fibre called courage. Mignon McLaughlin,